Being hungry for the good stuff - August 19

 We were supposed to go out for brunch this morning but we didn't. But I did stop in at a bakery and picked up this cinnamon bun and this custard thing. I ate the custard one and it was fricken delicious. The old me would have eaten both and continued to shovel food into my mouth because I had ruined my day. Rather I had the one at 2 pm and nothing else because we have reservations at a steak house at 6pm and actually want to enjoy it! Which I never let myself do in the past because I would binge eat forbidden foods all day so when the restaurant came I wasn't hungry anymore. Not today.

Because I didn't eat anything else between 2pm-6pm I was actually hungry for supper and everything tasted AMAZING because of it. I felt full after I ate the steak, lobster and half of my potato but I kept going because it was so delicious. I also understand that it's my birthday and anniversary weekend and that I am not going to choose to over eat every single day.